i fucking hate my job.
honestly, never thought i’d hate design so much becuase of the work environment…. this is just so sad and it disgusts me that i’m letting myself be surrounded by such toxicity bc of the money (which i believe i am 100% being lowballed for to begin with)*
each passing day just amounts to more stress than the previous and i just want to cry all the time.
i will forever resent this company for making me loathe the only thing that (i thought) i am actually decent at and very much enjoy(ed) doing…
*but you know what’s the worst part of it all? the fact that i’m not competent or talented enough to leave this shithole and find a better job… idek if it’s imposter syndrome anymore… like has my confidence level just hit rock bottom…? or am i not cut out for this industry? do i really suck at what i do? have i been lying to myself this whole time?
nothing would make me happier than a lifetime supply of synder’s honey mustard & onion pretzels, twix bars, and hot cheetos…
but for real though, i truly hope everyone finds peace with themselves this year. life is already difficult enough as it is, and we’re continuously bombarded with bad luck and misfortune despite our efforts.
i hope with each passing year, you allow yourself to let go of any burdens and not blame yourself for things beyond your control.
sometimes—actually, a majority of the time—life doesn’t go the way you plan, and the sense of guilt and futility will swallow you whole. but when that time comes, pat yourself on the back and tell yourself, “you’re a decent person. you’ve done well. thanks so much for enduring.”
it’ll be ok.
my 2024 wish is for 2024 to leave me alone lol
MY MISTER (2018)
what’s the point of major broadcasting companies suddenly changing their stance and releasing articles on how wrong and murderous lee sun kyun’s witch hunt was?
there were already youtube videos reporting with actual FACTS since day one, but no one paid attention then…
this is why you should NEVER trust the media or online articles without researching yourself to get accurate information.
the police, prosecution, and the press just killed another innocent person to hide their own faults and wrongdoings… it’s so fucking obvious. after getting nothing on GD, they directed their target to lee sun kyun.. and what’s more is that this all stems from the itaewon tragedy that happened last year.
why do all the evil people have so much power and get away with everything while the truly innocent people are framed and used as scapegoats…
fuck yoon suk yeol and the ppp. i hope 2024 brings death upon all of them.
korean prosecutors and journalists can go to fucking hell.